Amy Winehouse has lashed out her jailed husband Blake Fielded-Civil – by saying he was “rubbish” between the sheets.
The Rehab hitmaker – who is currently on holiday in St Lucia – spoke candidly about her private life and new boyfriend Josh Bowman with Britain’s News of The World newspaper.
She said, “Blake was rubbish in bed. Do you know what? Almost every time I slept with him it was like I was dead.
“I don’t know what’s going on with us now and for the time being I’ve just forgotten I’m even married.
“I’m just here on my own, happy and having a good time with Josh. I’ll deal with Blake when I get back. But our whole marriage was based on doing drugs.
“So being with someone like Josh is much better for me.”
“Before I came out here [to St Lucia] I looked at a photo of myself in the newspaper and was horrified.
“My skin was a spotty mess and I was so pale and skinny. I thought to myself, ‘Girl, you got to sort yourself out or you’ll be dead soon.’
“I was depressed, doing drugs and had no life in me at all. Coming here has changed everything. We’re having a great time together along with all Josh’s family and friends and I just don’t want the holiday to end.
“Home is hell for me. I’ve escaped from it. There are drugs everywhere. I can’t do anything without everyone thinking I’m off my head on drugs, although half the time they were right, I was.
“But here I feel so calm and peaceful and for the first time I can definitely say I am off the drugs. I haven’t touched anything since I arrived and I feel the best I have in years.”
She added, “I love it here and have never felt so happy.
“In fact I don’t think I’m ever going home. I was supposed to go last week but I thought f*** that, I’m staying!
“Especially as I met Josh here. He couldn’t be more different from my husband, which is not a bad thing.
“Blake looks like me, a right mess. But Josh is all handsome and clean and that’s what I love about him.
“People might think we haven’t got anything in common but I get on like a house on fire with all his family despite them being so posh.
“When I’m with Josh I don’t need drugs to feel good because he makes me feel so amazing. We just had sex. . . can’t you tell?”
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