Michael Jackson was terrified of being alone — and had been traveling with a personal physician since the early 1990s, according to a new report.
The singer, 50, died Thursday after suffering an apparent cardiac arrest at his home in Los Angeles.
It has been reported that Jackson’s doctor, Conrad Robert Murray, administrated the star his daily shot of of a synthetic narcotic similar to morphine — Demerol — and it killed him.
“There was a doctor with Michael at all times,” a source told Fox News. “He traveled with a doctor. Michael got injections of drugs daily.
“Michael was doing massive amounts of skin grafting. It was very unhealthy and sad to witness it all.”
“Michael,” the source added, “was worried about losing his popularity and his relevance. Even when he was at a personal high, he was terrified of losing his edge.
“He felt very alone. Michael had no close friends around him and he always harbored miserable feelings with his father. He was always sad that his family was not with him.
“If there wasn’t a doctor with him, or a security team, then it was managers or a lawyer or a publicist. He was never alone. He surrounded himself with people who used him, and he was terribly paranoid about people using him, so he fired staff constantly. It was just nonstop people in and out of his life.
“He loved making music or just singing old songs. Music allowed him temporary peace when he went into his studio. He would relax and open up more.”
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