Posted by Adam

Thursday October 15, 2009

Madonna is glad she had a busy schedule when she was going through her divorce from Guy Ritchie — because the experience left her feeling suicidal.

The Holiday hitmaker — who ended her 8-year marriage to Ritchie earlier this year — admits the divorce was difficult to deal with.

“The divorce was challenging . . . I’m very grateful that I had work to do,” the 51-year-old told Rolling Stone magazine. “I may have thrown myself off a building.”

Madonna says that it’s been “different” with sons Rocco 8, and David, 5, spending time in the UK with their father.

“Life is an adjustment,” she notes. “My sons aren’t with me right now, they’re with their father, and I’m not very comfortable with the idea of my children not living together.”

Madonna also has two daughters — Lourdes, 13 (her father is Carlos Leon, 43) and adopted Mercy, 3.

“My like house is like a Benetton ad,” said Madge, whose two younger children are from Africa. “I have French nannies, my security guards are Israeli, I have assistants from Argentina and Puerto Rico as well as a Japanese assistant and chef, and another chef from Italy. It’s wonderful. I love it.”

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