Posted by Adam

Sunday November 8, 2009

KRISTEN Stewart insists she isn’t bothered about the speculation that surrounds her life — because she knows what’s true and “that is all that matters.”

The actress — who is rumored to be dating her Twilight costar Robert Pattinson — admits she finds the attention “difficult” to deal with, but is adamant she won’t let it get in the way of her living her life.

“It has been difficult to get used to the attention,” she said. “Overall, it has been a very positive experience but there have been times when everything has got too intense.

“I never thought I’d need security but there are thousands of people at some of these events. I have also learned from experience that the paparazzi will follow me anywhere.

“Now it is just so much easier to stay in with friends than deal with all the attention when you go out.

“It is a very odd feeling to know that everything you say and do is going to be examined by people.

“I made the decision last year to keep my private life to myself. I can’t do anything about all the speculation. I know what is true and that is all that matters.”

Kristen, 19, recently revealed that she doesn’t want to reach the superstar heights of Angelina Jolie.

“I don’t want to be a movie star like Angelina Jolie,” she told Britain’s Fabulous magazine. “Nothing about being a celebrity is desirable. I’m an actor. It’s bizarre to me that everybody’s so obsessive.”

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