DIVA Jennifer Lopez felt like a “dying animal” when her relationships came to an and.
The sexy singer/actress — who is twice-divorced and has had several unsuccessful high-profile relationships with stars including P. Diddy and Ben Affleck — admits she has been heartbroken many times, but couldn’t stop herself falling for men she knew were wrong for her.
“I always made the same mistake: I threw myself passionately into a new relationship because I believed in love, as I still do, despite all the disappointments, pain and depression,” she said.
“There were moments I wished I didn’t have a heart, because it hurt so much. When a love ended, a love I had believed in so hard, I wished I could crawl away like a dying animal.”
Lopez is now happily married to singer Marc Anthony and the couple raise twins Max and Emme together.
“I have learned not to give up,” she said. “Not to run away being resigned after every contention. In my opinion there is no couple made for each other, two people are just too different.
“To love means to adjust and to accept that my partner is not the ideal man because he doesn’t exist just as his ideal woman doesn’t.”
Meanwhile, Lopez is reportedly set to become a judge on American Idol.
“It’s true,” a source said. “She’s excited about it.”
Lopez’s longtime manager, Benny Medina, is said to have orchestrated the deal.
Jennifer was first linked to Idol in July last year when it was rumored she’d be replacing Paula Abdul.[imagebrowser id=227]
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