Posted by Adam

Saturday August 28, 2010

FANTASIA Barrino is three-months pregnant, according to a new report.

American tabloid the National Enquirer says the American Idol alum — who was recently hospitalized after taking an overdose — is expecting her first child with her married boyfriend Antwaun Cook.

Barrino has reportedly told pals that she’ll marry Cook as soon as he finalizes his divorce from wife Paula Cook.

“She’s about three months along, and it’s definitely Antwaun’s baby,” a close family friend told the magazine.

“Right now she can’t show how happy she is in public — but she’s absolutely thrilled. Fantasia got what she wanted. She feels Antwaun will have to marry her now.”

Fantasia, 26, recently admitted that she took an overdose because she wanted to kill herself.

“I didn’t have any fight in me. I didn’t care about anything. I just wanted out,” she told VH1 in a Behind the Music interview.

“At that moment, I wanted out. I wanted it to be over with — all of it, all of that [expletive].

“I just sat in the closet and looked at the mirror and took all the pills in the bottle. I wanted to go to sleep and just be at peace. I knew exactly what I was doing. You can’t accidentally take a whole bottle of pills.

“I was tired of people doing me wrong, constantly, over and over again, dealing with my family — my father, dealing with men and their [expletive] — I was tired.

“My head was hurting me. I was over it.

“My nurse Melanie was a blessing into my life because she didn’t tell me what I wanted to hear.

“She told me what I needed to hear. And she looked at me and said, ‘You gotta get up, and you’ve gotta get out of here, ’cause you haven’t fulfilled your destiny.’

“I realized how people end up in the grave. Because that one moment [snaps her fingers] of just breaking or feeling like I can’t, I can’t go on, it’s too heavy. That was somewhere I don’t ever want to go again.”

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